POSTED ON Monday, October 21, 2013 AT 12:10 PM
haven't got my blog updated, for like weeeeeks ! Nevermind so where do i start. I can't fucking concentrate lol my eyes are switching between my laptop and the tv ; mtv's movement by miley cyrus. I love her. Me and Sara loved her, i must say we're not liking the new her. Kinda sad that she changed but hey.. people change so whatever. Just as long as she's happy.

So, farewell to singlehood. I'm in love and i'm hoping this time things will get or be better. I'm sick of of trying- sick of having to keep starting shit all over again.

Omg now is the scene where Miley is backstage getting ready to go on stage. makes me miss performing! I miss the mix emotions we all get while waiting for our queue so nerve wrecking plus excited.. like that ah. hahahahahaha Ahhhhhh!!


kk back. So the other day me and love went for dinner over at Clarke Quay's Muchos. We had mexican food.
And then we have the macam paham girl(me) nak try Sangria sangat feeling feeling lagu Mira mira(Al be back) that goes like..

"..her nigga's out the door. We giggled about that tho
Then i say i'm locito. We should go to Sofrito. 
Order us blue mojitos.. or sangria if you want..."

I actually wanted mojitos but they only serve the plain mojitos. I was hoping they had cranberry or whatever. So, disappointed.. I ordered sangria while love ordered mojitos. Abeh last last both i dont want. Like the vodka or whatever they call it tasted too strong like it fucking burns my inside. Then i wished i ordered coke instead HAHHAHAHA then love mati mati want me to drink kasi habis ada hati nak suruh orang minum sexy seniorita. Kinky. Oh and i have some #throwbacks to throw lol

the 'i wanna take a picture but don't wanna make it too obvious' posing aka the 'erm.. hmm' pose. sorry baby terselit at the back

the 'miley tengok liam tapi liam taknak tengok miley inspired' pose HAHAHAHA 


My man la this one. 

me and my sangria LOL PLEASE LAUGH amek gamba macam faham step betul betul minum padahal posing je wuekkkk





the food was heavenly especially the nachos set which was love's choice. Mine was chili corn carne it was hearty. i got too full and i couldn't finish it macam biasa -____-''  must be the kidney bean memuakkan LOL

Anyways, had a great time with love. Cheers to us and to the future.  Thank you for being so patient with me all these while . I'm sucha bitch, like really.. a fucking bipolar+fickle minded mess but you never gave up on me. I was such a jerk. Broke your heart countless time but you still stick around. You must've lost your mind. LOL, thank you for the love. hais emosi ah type gini. KK dah lah. xoxo







POSTED ON Monday, October 7, 2013 AT 1:06 PM



Happy girl gets her toys.


  • 120 colors eyeshadow palette.
Who can resist seeing this good stuff and not buy it righttttt? Like , it's freaking 120 colors. I bought the warm earthly tone palette , of cos they have those rainbow vibrant colors shit. Can't lie i was fucking tempted to get that as well even tho i know i wont use them LOL. (But i managed to fight the urge.So proud!) I use neutral colors a lot so yep, bought that. Got them a week ago-still obsessed with it til today. I play with it all freaking day people !



  •  Original beauty blender
which is freaking great EVERY GIRL SHOULD HAVE THIS REALLY!  How is it that no one ever thought on inventing an applicator teardrop shaped before? It should've been this way right from the very beginning! Anyways whoever invented this, I FUCKING LOVE YOU! the pointy front allows you to apply the base/foundation at the inner corner of your eye and at the side of the nose and other tricky area like a fucking pro goddammit. And the round base smoothen out all other area and simply blends everything perfectly. And it's pink, and soft and so freakum cute. Too cute and bouncy that


  1. my boyfriend secretly plays with it every time i wasn't looking and he even thought of buying it and make it into a keychain(im not lying)
  2. and my sister went crazy(like really crazy) that she fucking sqeezed it until it became out of shaped for like a few minutes until after i soaked it into water-_-'' and i dont know why or what about it that looks keychain-ish EVEN SHE SAID SHE WANTS IT AS A KEYCHAIN. 
It's kinda too big for a keychain so fuck it guys. Anyways.. all in all it's great. Definitelt worth the bucks. I love it.Oh! You have to wet it first before use. Of cos they bloat after absorbing all the water and the cool thing is, you can freaking see them slowly expand or grow or whatever you call that :'D  Too cute!


  • 9cm Bobbi brown applicator
Well I have nothing to say about it cos I haven't put it to test yet. First impression, well-clean white soft wide... and smells good HEHEHE )Actually i only bought it cos it's bobbi freaking brown)


** i didn't get the face shop mascara tho. I was upset with the seller. Well fuck it and fuck her. Love the other stuffs so much tho. xoxo





POSTED ON Monday, September 23, 2013 AT 1:52 AM
Not that i have a lot of choices. This time it's different. I dont know what i want. Or if i really want it-maybe i don't need it. What if im just tired of everything, am i forcing myself into doing it. Like "whatever" maybe i don't need it but i like the idea of having it. Just the idea. What does that makes me? I might be mental. Might be. 

Idk



POSTED ON Thursday, August 22, 2013 AT 11:48 AM


tumblr ;

I fuckin love the first reblog. It's the hotties from geordie shore. It'd be purrfect if James is in it. Anyhows, they're still hot. Can't wait for the new season this 26 August. It's gonna be so rad.

It's 0243 hours and i'm still up, like every other night. Nothing new. And i just came across the unrated version of "blurred lines" damn. full,perky boobs juggling. I wonder if those guys had boners while shooting for the mv. Hahahah. They prolly had a boner. Who wouldn't right?





POSTED ON Tuesday, August 13, 2013 AT 3:54 AM
it's happening again. The urge to get myself tatted. So tempting.



POSTED ON AT 3:42 AM
Sigh. I miss my iphone so much. I don't like tab. So not fun. Camera sucks, everything also sucks.



POSTED ON Monday, August 5, 2013 AT 9:50 AM
So, I've collected my running shoes i bought online. I'm in love( although i still feel like i should've took red&white)  and I can't wait to run. So fucking excited please.